Hightower’s words are not as disparate from his actions when Bunch returns to announce that Christmas has been captured. Bunch arrives to discover a sleeping Hightower. The clean, fresh clothes and folded hands of this sleeping man make him appear pontifical (363). But his repose is disturbed and he quickly becomes the sweaty large man we recognize from his earlier encounter with Bunch. He is easily excited by the news and request that Bunch bears this Sunday evening. His excitability is mirrored by his verbal and physical presence in this scene. Where he merely sweated steadily while maintaining composure over his verbiage the last time this pair spoke, his speech is littered with (longer than em) dashes that indicate an audible redirect or correction: “But it is not right to bother me, to worry me, when I have when I have taught myself to stay That this should come to me, taking me after I am old, and reconciled to what they deemed ” (364-365). In this climactic instance of speech, Hightower is trying but can’t find the words to admit to Bunch why he is no longer a reverend. It is not only his ability to clearly communicate that cracks under duress, but he begins to cry in a way that subverts his first conversation with Bunch.
Previously, his sweat was depicted as tears streaming from his entire body. Now, his benignant facade is cracked and his tears are real though diminished in sentimental value: “Once before Byron saw him sit while sweat ran down his face like tears; now he sees the tears themselves run down the flabby cheeks like sweat” (365). This switch is focalized through Byron and could reveal that that he lacks empathy. To look at a large man cry and imagine the tears are sweat is insensitive. I’m not calling Byron out for body-shaming, he conveys that he is not an empathic person through his next words to Hightower too. In the next few lines, he assumes that because of the reverend’s title and position, he can handle any news a man could bring to him.
Hightower has the potential to be remembered for his deeds. In spite of his current state of disgrace and in direct opposition to his forefathers. Offering the remaining scraps of his reputation for the soul of Christmas (whose guilt or innocence is impossible to know for sure) would be the honorable thing to do if he felt it necessary to protect Christmas’ life or if Christmas was definitely innocent. But he knows that Byron does not come to make his request out of tremendous care for Christmas but rather to undermine Brown and save Lena. This is why Hightower says he refuses Byron’s request. Christmas’ recently revealed heritage is unstated here, but must be involved in his decision subconsciously. The news Christmas’ his being part black evoked an alarming physical reaction from Hightower. On some level, the reverend must be thinking of Byron’s request through the lens of his own Confederate family history.
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